Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I met a boy named Nineveh today.
I felt really bad, he knows Jade and Obsidian too.
They left him alone too.
But maybe they'll come back for him.
I've never felt this way in my entire life, I've never wanted to cry over another person so bad. And amazingly it isn't Jade I want to cry over, it's Nineveh.
I don't want him to get hurt. Not again at least. I can tell he's been hurt before, someone he cared for died. We saw someone that said they were an angel today. He said angels didn't exist, that if they did they'd save people that didn't deserve to die.
But if that's true, then everything that my mother told me as a child is a lie.
Why didn't an angel save her from dying?
I really liked Nineveh.. I hope I can see him again. I'm just afraid that if I do they'll be around. And Obsidian will run away when I'm around like he usually does.
I can't explain why.
I think it was the peacefulness of it.
I stopped hearing things there.
But when I went to find it again I instead found a lake, and while sitting at the lake I finally sat and let them talk to me, the people that kept trying to talk to me, telling me things.
Hearing about blessed nice wenches so far away from that area is strange.
I went home though.
The vineyards were burnt to the ground, and my mother, blessed thing, is in the ground.
Somehow I can't cry about it. Somehow I can't feel ANYTHING about it.
My father is still out there, somewhere. Nobody knows what happened. I'll seek him out to find out.
I met a boy named Nineveh today.
I felt really bad, he knows Jade and Obsidian too.
They left him alone too.
But maybe they'll come back for him.
I've never felt this way in my entire life, I've never wanted to cry over another person so bad. And amazingly it isn't Jade I want to cry over, it's Nineveh.
I don't want him to get hurt. Not again at least. I can tell he's been hurt before, someone he cared for died. We saw someone that said they were an angel today. He said angels didn't exist, that if they did they'd save people that didn't deserve to die.
But if that's true, then everything that my mother told me as a child is a lie.
Why didn't an angel save her from dying?
I really liked Nineveh.. I hope I can see him again. I'm just afraid that if I do they'll be around. And Obsidian will run away when I'm around like he usually does.
8:49 PM
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Monday, May 7, 2007
I can't explain why.
I think it was the peacefulness of it.
I stopped hearing things there.
But when I went to find it again I instead found a lake, and while sitting at the lake I finally sat and let them talk to me, the people that kept trying to talk to me, telling me things.
Hearing about blessed nice wenches so far away from that area is strange.
I went home though.
The vineyards were burnt to the ground, and my mother, blessed thing, is in the ground.
Somehow I can't cry about it. Somehow I can't feel ANYTHING about it.
My father is still out there, somewhere. Nobody knows what happened. I'll seek him out to find out.
3:11 PM