Thursday, April 19, 2007
I got sidetracked from going home today.
I was going to go but a man named William Murderface needed help, so I assisted him. Again. I hate blood. I can't stand to see people hurt.
I couldn't help but help him. He said I could travel with him any time I liked.
I also made amulets for a few people, so I felt useful.
I caught wind of a fire in Malta though...
I need to go home.
I'll admit I'm sheltered, it's something I can't deny. I'd never even seen a severely injured person until after I left to find her. They still make me squirm. I guess that's part of the reason I decided to take the path that I did. That, and her. She was very special to me, and I think she still is. I haven't sorted out my feelings yet. For the sake of clinging to the past I don't want to. The past is where all the smiles are.
Well, anyways I left home without a word to find a friend of mine that had been missing for quite some time. I wonder if my father knows yet that I'm gone. He doesn't come home often, and when he does.. well, he and my mother like to spend their time alone.
I got lost probably ten, or fifteen feet from my home. Silly, I know, but the estate is large enough that to sustain proper exercise I didn't need to leave. Vineyards in Malta, after all.
I've forgotten where I'm going with this...
Right.
Well after finding her, and seeing the lifestyle she's chosen for herself, I decided to become a doctor of sorts. It was good, the two of us traveling together. I only missed home a little bit. Closer to the end of it all though I was missing it more and more.
I met a few people while traveling with her, one being of course her brother, of whom loathed me from the start. It's fine. I was never all that fond of him either.
I met a friendly woman who pointed me in the direction of learning better brewing skills, too.
Things just kind of went down hill I guess. I didn't want to intrude, brothers and sisters are nothing to be messed with, and he made it more than clear that he didn't want me around, so I stopped showing up, and in doing so I ruined a perfectly good friendship, and a perfectly good opportunity.
I was in love with her.
And I probably still am. As long as she's happy, that's all that counts.
But none of that matters now, and the only option left for me is to go home.
Though a gypsy woman offered for me to go with her at some point if I wanted...
I just want to go home.
I got sidetracked from going home today.
I was going to go but a man named William Murderface needed help, so I assisted him. Again. I hate blood. I can't stand to see people hurt.
I couldn't help but help him. He said I could travel with him any time I liked.
I also made amulets for a few people, so I felt useful.
I caught wind of a fire in Malta though...
I need to go home.
1:31 PM
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I'll admit I'm sheltered, it's something I can't deny. I'd never even seen a severely injured person until after I left to find her. They still make me squirm. I guess that's part of the reason I decided to take the path that I did. That, and her. She was very special to me, and I think she still is. I haven't sorted out my feelings yet. For the sake of clinging to the past I don't want to. The past is where all the smiles are.
Well, anyways I left home without a word to find a friend of mine that had been missing for quite some time. I wonder if my father knows yet that I'm gone. He doesn't come home often, and when he does.. well, he and my mother like to spend their time alone.
I got lost probably ten, or fifteen feet from my home. Silly, I know, but the estate is large enough that to sustain proper exercise I didn't need to leave. Vineyards in Malta, after all.
I've forgotten where I'm going with this...
Right.
Well after finding her, and seeing the lifestyle she's chosen for herself, I decided to become a doctor of sorts. It was good, the two of us traveling together. I only missed home a little bit. Closer to the end of it all though I was missing it more and more.
I met a few people while traveling with her, one being of course her brother, of whom loathed me from the start. It's fine. I was never all that fond of him either.
I met a friendly woman who pointed me in the direction of learning better brewing skills, too.
Things just kind of went down hill I guess. I didn't want to intrude, brothers and sisters are nothing to be messed with, and he made it more than clear that he didn't want me around, so I stopped showing up, and in doing so I ruined a perfectly good friendship, and a perfectly good opportunity.
I was in love with her.
And I probably still am. As long as she's happy, that's all that counts.
But none of that matters now, and the only option left for me is to go home.
Though a gypsy woman offered for me to go with her at some point if I wanted...
I just want to go home.
10:47 PM